Marvel (Day -2)
The second half of the day is productive.
To the cynic within: You are obsessed with finding flaws. You question the goodness and value of everything. This is skepticism with no turning back. Cynicism is contagious. You are overly sarcastic, pessimistic. You think nothing is possible. ANTIDOTE: Have faith in the ability to improve. Don’t focus on your imperfections. Challenge the cynic within by being accomplishment-oriented, speak in present tense, and be concrete in your self-talk. You’ll feel a surge of strength against the side of you that is a cynic.
The negativism within: When focusing on the positives in life, you immediately bring about what’s negative. Negative people, environment, all of it, you bring it. Whatever you tell yourself, your subconscious believes. You, man, create the attitude and behavior by what you tell yourself. ANTIDOTE: Believe that your attitude (and Grace) is what determines your success. The cup is half full if you believe it to be.
The child of cynicism and negativism: Defeatism. The defeatist within will convince you that the problem lies in you personally. The defeatist will look at your shortcomings and use them against you. What is used is an amalgamation of feelings of insecurity, low self-esteem, and failures. ANTIDOTE: Believe in yourself. Believe in your ability to profit from knowledge.
Escapism: To get self-discipline, you need self-knowledge. Self-knowledge requires self-examination. This can provoke anxiety depending on how deep you’ve buried those emotional stones. These are uncomfortable, and the escapist retreats to want to do something that is easier, rather than completing what is necessary at hand. The escapist is always deterring you from your goals. ANTIDOTE: Think of the cause-and-effect principle. Your actions (cause) result in the consequences (effect). Some effects may produce discomfort, but it will transform into a feeling of accomplishment when you see the rewards.
The final poison: Delayism. Simply put, this is procrastination. ANTIDOTE: Recognize whether a given delay is legitimate. Is it working for you or against you? This tactic of delayism has to be neutralized. Things can be completed if you need them to be. Tell yourself that. Eventually you will get around to the point of enjoying doing things on time, rather than delaying them.
These are things that aren’t evil, but just should be controlled. These can work according to the way you want them to work. Consciously talk to yourself about the positives when these forms of self-talk seem to take over. Use positive self talk.
Galatians 2:11-21 (Peter being corrected by Paul. Grace leads to freedom from sin’s slavery and leads to obedience to God. We should speak the truth together in love, by walking in the power of the Holy Spirit.
Thanos and Shawarma. Good night.


